mia

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 MIA and blocking is going on for 3 years every weekend i tend to block him and unblock him after weekends

and days where he is MIA most likely sick or sleeping.

Its so normal now, I dont think anything bad or good about it but annoying haha..

days where i push him away but he is used to it. I come back new week and pretend nothing happened. We are adult now need to communicate and not run when there issues. 

No body know what happens only us. We keep it to ourselves weve been through so much but we are still together.

Idk how long we can last but we just going with the flow

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