Bullying and friendships
Since primary school i felt no one really loved me. I was bullied or wasnt treated like other people. I would be kicked out of groups and i would hang alone. I had no friends until year 2 i met one friend i'm still friends with who knows all my love stories til uni time where life happened and we gone our own ways but occasionally we catch up by messages but do hope to see her one day again.
There's this one girl who would say mean stuff to me and til high school we went to the same primary and high school she was still giving me bad vibes and out of high school to last year i saw her and she smiled to me and im not sure if its real smile or fake i mean its been so many years but im sure she knows what she's done but it doesn't matter anymore we were kids and we are adults now its just still feel like she doesn't like that much..
So when i saw my friends come to the hospital to see me i didn't really cared about friendships and i was always with my family most of those years and when they came i felt like crying everytime i read their letters. Its crazy how at 20 years old i had a small group of best friends ever to now. Their friendship is so pure. Individuals or groups. I love them so much unconditionally.
My girls
they are the most strongest and independent females i know. Everyone is doing so well and achieved so much. So proud and motivated by them. To be as strong as them too. They are the reason i've kept fighting for. They are just the best. Thank you if you all are reading this. I love you all. Always thinking about you all.
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