Self worth

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 I don't know about you but i am not the most confident person. I only started to love myself when i was 25. I began to pursue my goals and reach them. I began to self care. be kind to myself. Some days i still feel ugly and not the best. Some days i feel over the moon. Its not everyday. Its one in a few days. sometimes monthly i don't sleep all night. Theres some days i wake up super late like lunch time and days i wake up before sunrise. Its not because i want to but its just a sign to get up if i knew the reason to why this happens will be great but its a long today. I went for a walk chasing sunrise and flowers. 

I went to do what i wanted to do. I feel great and happy. Just reminder be kind to yourself. You are your only one body. Love it and don't destory it take care.

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