Who's reading?

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 Thank you to all your readers

Im curious how do you know when i post if i don't share it on my insta stories?

Wow people actually search my blog to read posts?

I see numbers 100+ readers at one post

and whenever i post like within 10 mins 1/2 readers already.

I don't even blog interesting things but my boring life.

Well anyways i have alot on my mind but if i post about it i may sound weird or crazy.

Do you ever find yourself talking to yourself and your mind is loud and you can't seem to lower the voice volume. its constantly talking to you and if you respond they will disappear. Is this symptom of my mental illness. Most nights when i close my eyes these voices speaks to me. Like i go into a deep sleep and i hear voices. Are they real voices or idk where they come from. They sound gentle but aggressive at the same time. Like want me to make bad decisions but it will be good for me. Idk how to explain this but i hope im not the only one like this. Well yeah life of mental illness. always second guessing if this is myself or im out of mind. If this is my choice or not my fault. I message or talk to people that matters and understands are the greatest people ever. No one is to blame to get me here but myself. 


That was alot to mind dump. Its good to jot down whats going on and keep track of my journey.

thanks to everyone on here thats been reading.

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