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I have a boyfriend

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 I still don't admit i have a boyfriend to some family members.  It feels strange still that im in a relationship. I still feel single and able to do whatever i want without someone controlling. I feel free in this relationship. Weve been together for over 3 years now and we still have the fire.  I want to keep my relationship more private and not having to explain everything to everyone. When its time its time. I am not ready whatsoever. Idk if im ready at 32. Thats my goal dream. To marry by 32. then starting a family the other 3 years until 35. Then i will stop. I have told him already and he has fulfilled most of the things he said he will do. At this time, i feel so comfortable around him and not bored of him or what we do is the same old. Drives and stopping at some water body and parks. Or getting food and drinks. However i am grateful and blessed to met him and that he is in my life and helped me through so much the bad and the goods his still around and havent ga...
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Self worth

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 I don't know about you but i am not the most confident person. I only started to love myself when i was 25. I began to pursue my goals and reach them. I began to self care. be kind to myself. Some days i still feel ugly and not the best. Some days i feel over the moon. Its not everyday. Its one in a few days. sometimes monthly i don't sleep all night. Theres some days i wake up super late like lunch time and days i wake up before sunrise. Its not because i want to but its just a sign to get up if i knew the reason to why this happens will be great but its a long today. I went for a walk chasing sunrise and flowers.  I went to do what i wanted to do. I feel great and happy. Just reminder be kind to yourself. You are your only one body. Love it and don't destory it take care.
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Solo dates

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 In my 20s i started solo dates when i was in college 2013-2014 i was around 18-19. I eat lunch solo. Exploring different restaurants since then. Exploring coffees around parramatta and westmead and there are days where i just catch the train or tway wherever like city for solo dates. I see alot of people just started their solo date journeys and i am glad i experience it before. I still go on solo dates myself sometimes. Its when i can eat whatever i want, drink whatever and shop whatever i want without another person judging.  If you just started solo dates, have fun. Do whatever you want and go wherever you want. you have no limits. don't hold yourself back. If you wanna do something just do it. Life too short to wait for people.  have fun and go for it,
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Lock in

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 So i was on tiktok and saw afew inspiring videos of lock in period where everyone is reaching for their goals for the end of 2025. next 3 months will be huge and get things done. I have achieved and crossed of bucketlists the past 8 months.  So much positivity hardly any negative this year. Its been a good year and everything is aligning.  I have some events the next few months and i have to keep myself hold back to a couple of things like milk tea..i have been buying a couple of milk teas lately and i need to go back to coffee where i drinkwith no sugar. I am diabetic it is genetics. Its sucks to have it this young but its all the milk teas i had during my early 20s. I need to get back to walking too. Its spring now. no excuses to not go. Find some flowers that are blooming.  I need to get my mindset straight. I've been lazy.  My belly is so annoying to keep flat. its impossible.  So bloated urgh.  Ok lets get these goals tackle them and not get side...
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Life balance is difficult

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 Everytime something goes right another goes wrong. Theres things in life that can be manageable and some arn't Since its end of the month already i am going to reflect on my life. - Family relationship- intermediate family is great, extended family is good. One of my resolution and year goal is to see my family more especially extended family because i have a huge family. I have been seeing them at alot of events like birthdays and unfortunate events.  - Friends - i've seen alot of people outside of my group and those i've been have the same classes with. I haven't seen many of my group only random bumps and catch up on the spots. But i hope i see more the end of the year. - Relationship - I am happy and lucky to have him in my life. He has helped me alot with my goal and bucketlist. - Mental health - My mental health is doing well. Taking meds on time and taking care of myself. - physical health - i haven't gained or dropped this month but i see clothes fitting lo...
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Relationship story

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 My first crush was in year 3.2003 My first puppy love was year 7 2007 My first valentines date was 2009 My formal date was 2012 My adult crush was 2014 My first online date was 2020 My first serious relationship 2022. 3 years later i am still in that relationship.
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My identity

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 Idk what i classify as like a job title. Idk if i am qualify to say i am certain things like i like taking photos but im not a photographer. I like to dance but i am not a dance. I blog but im not a blogger. I never admit it because i dont think i am qualify to say i am these certain things even when i have been doing these things for years. I am not anything atm. I dont study nor have a job.  What do i do daily is questionable haha but i am enjoying life as much as i can. Its been great to have this time off and not be responsible for certain things. 
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