Mandymakhau:)

 I love to listen to AGA all day long for the past 12 years. I love to post on instagram and other socials like fb I love to cook and make drinks like coffee and tea I love to colouring books and draw I love to watch tvb dramas and viutv dramas I love to watch concerts on tv I love watch vlogs on selective youtubers. I love shopping, thrifting or outlets I love eating good food and finding good food. I love to road trip, travel i love taking photos.

 My first crush was in year 3, we call him LX. thats his initials and it all started with a truth or dare with my neighbours and they asked who i liked and I said no one and they said you must say someone then i said his name. I don't remember when but one day his brother yelled my brothers girlfriend..but we never started but i did admit to him i liked him but haven't seen him until 2018 i saw him at cabramatta station and now i saw his profile photo that his married. Congratulations LX. 

 Last night i attended a funeral of my extended family/relative who passed away on the 4th of july. It was nice to see alot of familiar faces and i was sat with my auntie amy and uncle thanh and other aunties that i watched me grow up. They were talking about the pasts and how they are here now and how health is most important who cares if you are rich or poor. Doesn't matter if you don't work or not. Those things don't matter. let them judge. they don't know your personal battles.  Last night i got to see families and relatives who i haven't seen in years and those from overseas and interstate. Its nice to how many people he brought together in the memories of him. It was bittersweet moment. Its quite scary now as most of the people in the room are heading that way too. Life has flashed before our eyes and didnt think the next gathering would be sending him off. Rest in peace.  I am alittle worried about the next. Its like russian roulette you don't know who. D...

 i use my social network to photo storage dump and also make memories. I have to delete photos off the camera and i dump all my photos on fb each time to save it there and trust it to stay there and be there when i need those photos. Unlike bebo deleted alot of photos. yeah i just found and recovered 600+ photos wow its took 7 months!! Im so relieved. Thank you to the program and it was free too.  I need to recover more but alittle issue here. I will figure it out,

Just to type down my thoughts and feelings and experiences. I have come across lately alot of my friends from high school thats been out of their long term relationships and starting again! you all can do it. Healing time. You deserve better than those who don't value you.  Its great to see that they got out of it faster than later on gets more harder. I hope you all are doing well. Learning to put yourself first and love your self during hard times like these you dont yourself a massive favour and great job for doing so. I hope you will see the opportunities that lies ahead for you. I took 10 years to move on from my first love to accept new people in my life and it has changed my life.  I was stuck and stubbon onto high school life and friends. I thought we would stay connected but some has already has a new life etc. I didn't finally move on and accept new people in my life until i was 25. I met some great people and some not so great. I have been through some self doubts a...

 I've been posting everyday since 2009 on tumblr to instagram from 2013. I am so used to it, taking photos and shooting random things and throw them in a dump. Its been so much fun as i meet alot of people online even internationally too. Building connections and network.  Some people ask why i do it? Its just a sense of reporting to my family and friends that i am doing fine and i am ok. Not in danger or when i do become sick or whatever its the first thing they do is report it and help me get out of the hole. I post to make sure everyone i know is ok. If you don't post for months and years and suddenly post again. Its my way to reconnect with some friends and keep a connection. Friends will always be around when you need them. If some makes excuses and reasons then who cares. They don't worth your time. These days everyone only post positive things like birthdays, anniversary, weddings and pregnancy but not all the other stuff in between. I am very transparent with i post...